03/04/2021
Where do you see yourself in 3 years? Before I started this pan-american trip, I sort of imagined that I would go back to work in Japan after I finish traveling. But now, at the age of almost 40, I have absolutely no idea what I will do, or where I will be next year😂
This pendemic caused all of us for the very worst, and the best. It certainly gave me a time to step back and face myself, finding and accepting good and bad of me.
Some people back home think that I'm sort of in a long vacation that I have no stress in my life, and shouldn't complain because I have "such a good life" . But I made a decision and step out of my past life of routine, and the truth is, I also struggle, stressed out, facing consequences for doing this lifestyle just like everyone else living their every day lives.
People tend to judge the way of other people lives with their own bias filters. Only person who understand and responsible for your life is yourself, no one can truly understand what you are going through. None of us are in any position to tell other people what to do, or count on any sort of violence towards other people just because you think your life is not great but others are.
It might be a very naive thing to say, but I hope for the world filled with compassion and humanity. The world each of us respect and help each other's lives, pains and struggles, instead of pushing someone to the bottmless pit just to release their angers.