02/19/2023
21 🎉
I would be lying if I said this letter does not come with a heavy heart, and sharing it means it is no longer my own. This is nothing special, and it is for you:
The GRAVITY of what I have experienced over the last year scares most — never the tenacious.
In the past year, I have experienced both extreme failure and extreme success.
In the past 9 months, I have lost 102.4 pounds.
In the past 7 months, I have worked out every. single. day.
In the past 5 months, I became independent.
In the past 2 months, I committed to running a Marathon.
In the past month, I decided to pursue a research project that will change many.
In the past 3 months, I learned to love music again.
In the past 4 months, I learned to appreciate what and who I have in my life.
In the past 6 months, I changed who I wanted to become.
In the past 8 months, I learned to Love being Alone with who I am.
In the past 10 months, I changed my environment and who I surrounded myself with.
In the past year, I have learned to redefine GOD as my warrior over reality and make room.
I wrote a lyric the other day that resonates with me, “Can you believe I just turned twenty? I wonder what it’s like to be older than me… and still hurting…”
I grieve different — Different enough to move & change extreme volume.
I can happily say now that I am healed and will always be healing from now on; I made it through the storm, and I know how to wade through extreme pain.
Like a bridge over troubled water, I am able to exist and not sink too deep…❤️
