04/08/2026
Ok so im going to step out of my comfort zone here and bit a bit vulnerable with you all..
Something I never thought about when we left to travel Australia for over 2&1/2 years was coming back home, and how different they may be....
And whilst on the surface its the same, where in the same location, the same friends, the same schools, but also EVERYTHING is so different...
Coming back a different person to who you were when you left, seeing life a little bit differently now, but also coming back the mum of a toddler when all of your friends have kids your bigger kids age.. it is so isolating...
Sometimes I feel like im out there swimming with no idea of what direction to head in to reach the shore.
Friends that were the closest before you left are now distant, you have new priorities with a toddler in tow, they are moving on with kids that are all in school.
Feeling that disconnect for me at the moment is hard, its like there is a huge gaping hole in my life..
Now dont get me wrong, I love my life, my family, where we currently are with things, but I just feel like there is this side to travelling that noone talks about, when you come back home and its just not the same... your not the same.
Does anyone else feel this?