10/05/2026
I wrote this message back in 2022.
I am now 62 years old.
At the age of ten, after my mother’s death, I promised myself, her, and God to always pray before going to sleep.
At thirty, I began to wonder who or what God actually is.
I started a meditation in which I essentially asked God that question.
I received a clear answer.
I lost everything in my life except for (almost) my daughter.
I surrendered to God.
And from then on, I let God give me what God wanted to give.
And I let God take what God wanted to take.
At forty, I was allowed to discover that God stands for the infinite light.
At fifty, I knew that the light is the truth and that my human life is the film, illusion, dream, or theatrical play.
And today, on my way to sixty, I feel at home in the light and I participate in my own directed film about life, with all its ups and downs. In my film, it is my work to let everyone experience the light and to remind them that they, too, are the light.
When consciousness is not yet in surrender to the subconscious, unprocessed emotions still play the leading role.
Because of this, life remains a struggle, and one can lose oneself in what one thinks life and the truth are.
Then one still believes in everything that is wrong, dangerous, and bad.
My life experience is that when I remain close to my own Divine light in this earthly light, I always connect with the Universal light.
Then I see that I am in a story that I do not need to do anything with, and I remain calmly with myself.
And whoever comes to me for help, I will help to see his or her light.
Amen.
