01/29/2023
Days like this and the coming week make me glad I’m not working a barn anymore. Whew. Though it was a fun run. Gonna sit in and plan some vacations, ponder a few things, listen to Miley Cyrus new song which is so spot on!!
I’m really starting to enjoy the freedom of releasing all the toxic people and things in my life.
Realizing the things I don’t have to do like:
I don’t have to get over a traumatic experience in my life til I’m ready to.
I don’t have to handle grief for the
loss of family and friends any other way than I feel is best for me.
I don’t have to act any other way in life except the way that Brings ME peace.
I don’t have to settle for disrespect and I CAN set boundaries.
I DO have to own my
Truth and I CAN do that in any manner I choose.
I Do have to be kind, empathetic, accepting, humble, loving, and real with others.
I DO have to continue to grow and reflect.
I Don’t have to be silent if speaking frees me from things that are still holding me back from moving on.
I don’t have to accept wrongs when I know what’s right.
My favorite: I don’t have to accept men who do not see my worth or take me for granted.
JW Perez. Sound familiar. You married men, lol please lay in the bed you chose or get out of it. Don’t use other women to up your ego we are actually tired of it!!! Being hit on by married men is not a complement for us.
We are looking for genuine men who appreciate when we love them because that is a gift.
WOW. That feels good. Been a long time coming but it was my time and I get to choose when I release the toxicity I have held on to.
I don’t have to give more than I receive to be loved. Ever!!!
And I definitely LOVE myself better than anyone else has.
So we are heading into the next chapter and it feels beyond awesome!!! It’s like an awakening that I have so patiently been praying for and waiting on for years.
You can comment if you like but it doesn’t really change how my life is going to be determined. Though I love everyone I don’t really have anyone to please or worry about their opinion anymore. I’m not a perfect person by any means, just going thru life learning and figuring it out and I’m ok with that in fact I LOVE IT!!!