06/22/2026
Long post alert🚨
In January, I left/forced to leave my job dispatching. I have been without a job since then. I tried dispatching jobs, thinking that’s where I’m meant to be and someone kept spreading bad words about me. I have no idea how they found out about my applying places but they did and they ripped me apart. The things I was called were wild. And it tore me apart emotionally and my self esteem was the worse it’s ever been. But, thank God for his grace on my life. Because that is the only reason why I’m still here.
I have been thru hell and high water these last 6 months. I lost my job, I had the worst time getting another, I went thru a horrible breakup.. twice actually. With the same guy (Good job,Sara). I have zero money in my bank account. I should be at rock bottom but, when I tell you, let go of all the past and don’t look back, do it. Because God has different plans. And as cliche as that sounds, when it clicks, cliches become cliches for a reason. God provided. God saved and I’m here. And I’m starting my new job today!
I did a lot of soul searching, a lot of tears, a lot of yelling at God, a lot of praying, a lot of everything, and I left my calling to do something for more money. And I was miserable and never been in something so so toxic. And God pulled me out before it got worse. I will never not think that wasn’t God. So with that being said, I’m back in scrubs and back in the ER. Back where I belong.♥️
Please don’t come visit me. Unless you’re bringing my coffee. Then I will allow it🫶🏻
All praise be to God! Because I could not do this without you! Thank you, Jesus!🤍🫶🏻