02/10/2026
When do we stop living in fear and just take the chances?
When do we stop letting others control our decisions and just make them for ourselves?
When do we stop waiting around for things to happen?
With all the self reflecting I’ve been doing lately I’m learning things are almost never going to go the way you want or expect. There’s always a bump in the road or a wrench thrown in the mix. My life has a lot of chaos at all times, it’s good chaos for the most part but it’s just madness. 🤣
Things don’t always seem easy to some, but to me, I’m used to it. I’m used to the constant children fighting for my attention at once, I’m used to the very rare quiet moments, I’m used to taking my troops out to public places and not worrying they’ll run off. It’s my normal.
My normal is not normal for most, so it’s only natural for others to think some of the things I do are crazy. They worry for me, they think it’s too much, etc. it’s hard to not let some of their worry sink into yourself even though internally, you know you got this! Sure something can always go wrong but that’s ALWAYS a possibility.
I just want to live not worrying about the thoughts of others always in my mind, ya know? I want to go on adventures with my kids even though they seem daunting sometimes because I know in those situations my kids are incredible and we never skip a beat when we’re in it together ❤️
What fears hold you back?