09/05/2020
Party Anytime Pkg! in black and gold paired with H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y foil balloon ๐
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~Happy 12th Birthday~
My oldest son turned 12 on Tuesday. How could that happen? Where does time go? Can I make it slow down? I think I missed some things, maybe missed some opportunities with him. I would give anything to have him as a baby for just one more day. Cuddle him, kiss him, smell that baby smell. I wanted him to get bigger, for things to be โeasierโ but now I miss it. I blinked and it passed too quickly. Now I have a pre-teen. I think that makes me old.
I wonder...
Am I a good mom? Do I make him feel special and loved? Am I too strict? Maybe too lenient? Do I hug him enough? Does it embarrass him if I hug him? Oh I hope not.
Is his bedtime too early or should he get more privileges since heโs older now? Does he eat enough vegetables? Drink enough water?
I hope he remembered to take his vitamins and put on deodorant today, because I forgot to remind him.
I hope he....
Grows up strong and healthy and is always kind. I hope he treats people well and with respect. I pray he loves Jesus with his whole heart and remembers to fight his battles on his knees and not with his fists. I hope he always wants to come home and that his memories of childhood are sweet. I hope he knows his momma loves him fiercely...forever... to the moon and back times a million.
๐ The decor came from - it was all neatly packaged and shipped to my door. Easy to put together and saved me so much time.
โจThe twinkle lights are from Amazon.
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